Ba salam va khaste nabashid, man modate toolani hast ke ehtiaj be kasi daram ke betoonam hame harfaye delamo bezanamo rahnamayim kone. 20 salam bood ke az iran mohajerat kardim be amrica barkhalafe nazare man. Chon man asheghe irano doostaye iranam boodamo hastam. Ama in mozooye asli nis. Mozoo injast ke 7 sale ke vaghan az tahe del nakhandidam, az tahe del khoshhal naboodam, 1 shabe rahat natoonestam bekhabam. Hamishe va harrooz moshkelate jadid. Vaghan bazi vaghta ehsas mikonam har . Lahze momkene sekte konam.zendegie mashini daram. Sob ke bidar misham miram madrese va bad az akharin classam bodo bodo bayad beram kari ke azash motenaferam ta nesfe shab. Fardash baz hamoon oza. 1 rooz ham ke off basham va age madrese nadashte basham enghad depress va bihalam ke too khoone mimoonam. Hamishe be in fek mikardam ke shayad ba ezdevaj ozam khoob she ama bozorgtarin zarbeharo az pedara khordam va bekhatere hamin gheyde ezdevajo zadam ta inke belakhare toonestam be yeki kami etminan konamo bahash doos sham. Ama oonam 1 rooz mano khoord kard ama pashimoon shod va azam khast ke bebakhshamesh va forsate dobare bedam. Man kolan dg eyne sang shodamo behesh forsate akhar dadam ama dige nemitoonam mesle ghabl doosesh dashte basham. Dige behesh etminan nadaram, doosesh nadaram faghat hamdam mikham. Shayadam doosesh dashte basham, nekidoonam gijam. Az lahaze kari nemidoonam chikar konam. Kare khoob oeyda nemikonam va az darsam ham 6 sal moonde. Dige hoseleye hichi nadaram. Ba khanevadam badraftari mikonam bad pashimoon misham. Mano asabi seda mikonan va midoonam ke vaghan hastam. Har lahze boghz too galoome va har rooz gerye mikonam, hamishe saram dard mikone. Hale roohim kharabe. Nashokr nistam, na omidam.