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salam
hodoode 2saal hast ke ezdevaj kardam yek 2khtare 7mahe daram .
ba kasi ke ezdevaj kardam ghablan ezdevaj karde boode vali bana be dalayeli ke hanoozam vasam maloom nist o be ghole khodesho atrafiyanesh tafahom nadashtan az zane avalesh joda shodan
moteasefane raftare in agha kheyli gheyre normal hast va tazegi kotak ham mizanan vase baare 3vom rooe man dast boland karde
nemidoonam ba vojoode yek dokhtare 7 mahe chi kar konam
modam tahdid be talagh mikone va mige bacharo azam migire
, alan ham ghahr hast albate bad az inke mano kotak zade khodesham ghahr karde hata esme mano az too liste facebookesh be onvane zanesh paak karde
davae diroozemoon be khatere jomeley zeshti bood ke vasam too facebook neveshte bood ( tavane inra dashte bash ta az kasi ya chizi ke azabat midahad del bekani)
moteasefane ba 1jomalei ke man goftam akhe chera intori vase man minevisi yek dafe ghati kardo goft madaret yadet mide o mamnet ghalat mikone ... dava bala gereft o kotakaro khordam ... be khoonevadeye man kheyli tohin mikone hata fohshae bad mide ... albate in seri manam fohsh dadam
pedaresh ke masalan doctoram hast mige kari nakon ke bezanat ... inam az tarze tafakore yek doctore mamalekat
ba inke man tanham va khoonevadam pisham nistan o shahrestan hastan hata yek haali az man nemiporsan ... va in masale baes shode azaro azyyateshoonam bishtar beshe ta jayeeke khahar shoharaam hata behem tohin mikonan va bado birah migan ...madar shoharam har seri vasam dava be pa mikone va shohare man hamishe harfe oon o ghabool mikone va pedaresho ... hata be man goft man pedaro madaramo entekhab mikonam
nemidoonam chikar konam ?modam ghahre ... nemishe bahash sohbat kard ... modam be khoonevadam tohin mikone ... fohsho bado birah mige ... daste bezanam ke peyda karde
aya vaghean dokhtaramo mitoone azam begire?????